21 May 2026 This morning there is a myriad of emotions going on inside. I have friends here named Dennis and Sue. They accept me for who I am as I do them. Dennis got pretty sick on May 5th, ended up in the hospital in and out of ICU, then into hospice and on the 16th he passed away. They were married over 20 years. She is devastated. On top of that Dennis' dad is 94 and is also in hospice in the VA hospital with Dementia. Sue is his only relative here and the only one he wants around him. I thought losing Steve after watching him slowly die in our living room was difficult to go through, but I wasn't emotionally attached to him like Sue is to Dennis. I'm watching her walk this path and trying to be there for her while learning more about myself at the same time. I don't know how to love anyone like that. I don't know how to give that much of myself to anyone, not even to Jesus. I don't know how to trust anyone, even myself, deep enough, real enough, honest e...
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